when sweet turns bitter...

walked past an ice cream shop at suntec underpass... used to feel that ice cream is sweet and eating it will make me feel happy.. today, it appears to me that ice cream is bitter.. i have no idea why the bitter taste came about but my feeling and mood right now seems bitter.. eating it can even make me feel like crying.

bus ride used to be enjoyable with him by my side... hugging him is so comfortable and heartwarming. feels like a loving bear hug everytime. i guess all became memories. sometimes i really hope i do not have such gd memory, perhaps i rather keep the good ones than the bad ones. it is coming to a mth but i still feel hurt and bitter till now...