Incomplete ... Life.
hw fast time flies man.. another 5 mths, I'm turning 24. I just had this feeling within me that my life is not complete. Lovelife - don't want to talk about it. Friendship - not too bad.. Still have friends to hang out with. Career - I don't think I have a career at the moment, even I have a stable job and income. Financial Status - Stable but do not seemed to be able to save much.
Just met up with one of my friends lately, talked about topics on love, career and marriage. I can feel that I was so much in love months back which didn't work out in the end. Hence, all the way till now I am still single. I have friends whom have several suitors and bfs, enjoying love showering on them. Perhaps like what my friend has mentioned. The time has not come yet. Be it for my career or love/marriage. I can see my guy friends tolerating their unreasonable gfs throwing tantrums on them, still holding on their so-called relationship.
I am just a accomdating gf in the past which my gal friends tell me I shouldn't be so. In the end, I turned out to be a 'childish' gf just like years back when we were together as perceived by my ex. Hey guys, listen hard ok. I helped my bf with his uni project tabulating data of 3 companies' full range of products and he commented that the data can't substantiate his project's objective. All right, I went all the way to get some important retailer data which I accompanied the person to drink in return and he isn't the least concern whether I am safe alone or what time I will be home. In the end, he just told me the data is not of use to him at all. Heartbroken totally... I still work shifts and tabulates his data till late nights. He left me without any notice and can tell his friends that he thought I have matured after all these years and turned out to the same old me years back. Especially the fact he perceived to his friends as a form of relief leaving me. He didn't even bother to straighten things out. Yah, the same old me. I just give my heart to him again despite he left me years back. How foolish can I be...
Just met up with one of my friends lately, talked about topics on love, career and marriage. I can feel that I was so much in love months back which didn't work out in the end. Hence, all the way till now I am still single. I have friends whom have several suitors and bfs, enjoying love showering on them. Perhaps like what my friend has mentioned. The time has not come yet. Be it for my career or love/marriage. I can see my guy friends tolerating their unreasonable gfs throwing tantrums on them, still holding on their so-called relationship.
I am just a accomdating gf in the past which my gal friends tell me I shouldn't be so. In the end, I turned out to be a 'childish' gf just like years back when we were together as perceived by my ex. Hey guys, listen hard ok. I helped my bf with his uni project tabulating data of 3 companies' full range of products and he commented that the data can't substantiate his project's objective. All right, I went all the way to get some important retailer data which I accompanied the person to drink in return and he isn't the least concern whether I am safe alone or what time I will be home. In the end, he just told me the data is not of use to him at all. Heartbroken totally... I still work shifts and tabulates his data till late nights. He left me without any notice and can tell his friends that he thought I have matured after all these years and turned out to the same old me years back. Especially the fact he perceived to his friends as a form of relief leaving me. He didn't even bother to straighten things out. Yah, the same old me. I just give my heart to him again despite he left me years back. How foolish can I be...
posted by starrynite @ 11:16 PM
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