the endless tots in my mind

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

OH god... Give me a break man...

I hate this year man.. What's wrong?? Firstly, I finally found out myself he is attached. Such a thoughtful bf indeed. We were talking more than usual the day before, seemed like we can clique very well. Luckily, I didn't harbour much hopes cos' I know most of the guys which attracted me are attached. Sad to say but it is true. I am rather disappointed in relationships or should I say the guys that I have met... Love is not as simple as it seemed to be..

Secondly, when I am back from work, my internet is not working!! Found out that its the wireless adaptor's problem. I reinstalled the driver and my router can't detect my adaptor in the end. I lost the router's manual for configuration. Now, I am using my 3 metres long cable to surf. What can be better than this man?!

Thirdly, I didn't get in for one of the interviews which I went. Not that disappointing, just want to give it a try.

Fourthly, I was being reprimanded by my GM cos' of the finance people got confused of the documents I have submitted. Seems like there is no secret in my company, other store's manager can ask me, 'Heard you got into trouble again(gdness, am I deemed to be a person who is so incompetent??)' What's that 'again' supposed to mean man! I am alright with the part that my GM raising her voice cos' I can understand her point but what's wrong with these people? It was such a small matter and it became such a hot topic for them. I am immune to all these already. You can't prevent people from gossiping and shut their mouths.

Lastly, this guy whom I knew through my friend, he is charming.. but just that he is those 'career-minded' type. This one I can be sure he does have certain liking towards me. As for the details, it is secret. Haha.. Anyway, I don't feel like talking to him anymore. Though just met recently, I do not like guys who went MIA and can msg me I am not MIA just very busy these days. Yah, cos of his job, he will be very busy. He can meet my friend, not me. What you think then? Avoiding... Cos he just do not want to face me. Forget about it. No guys under my shortlisted list already. Won't have any for the being time... Can't be bothered anymore.

His birthday coming soon.. haha.. I still remember his smiles and anxiety when he received his present last year. Wondering he is still using it. Nah, don't think so, perhaps there's a special someone by his side already or his money rolling in which is much happier for him than others. Who knows.. Listening to the songs which he sang with his guitar.. yah, he can sing very well.. Got to go rest. Tmr n the day after is my off day!!! AT LAST!!! need to rest as much as I can. Gosh, my right eye's pain is coming back again.. nite!

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