sick of working..

my buddy.. did some things recently which hurt my feelings quite a bit. there was once so harsh that i could hardly continue to work but just pushing myself to hold on. work.. you have acquaintances or friends. we were so close together till the extent she would try to accompany whenever my bf is working.... oh well, i understand where she stands... we seldom chat on hp, msgs etc... perhaps like what one will say, when one determines to climb up the corporate ladder, one will not care who will be sacrificed... i just hope things will get better...

prior to that, the sudden burden fell on me as she needs to move on to set up a new place. despite so, another colleague of mine was given the key rather than me.. it simply means that they find her to be suitable to lock the place.. i do not care about holding the key but it strike on me that why am i doing the work as of my superior's. i understand they cant find someone to cover but seems like my colleague is the cover and im doing all the manual work... just grumbling.. i will be fine.. have been eating lunch alone these wks... at times, my ex col, michelle will meet me for lunch as she is working nearby. otherwise, i will just pack lunch and eat at desk. don like the feeling of lunching in. don even have the time to digest and relax from work..

i have been dragging myself to work these days... my new boss is nice.. so far..

life maybe short thus only to make things better rather than hope things will happen...

may it be a better day tomorrow....