'withdrawal symptom'

at last i have cleared most of the papers. though, i may not be in the best of mood to study and take the papers, im trying my best to concentrate.

im feeling the 'withdrawal symptom' from him. slowly, bit by bit.. drifting away. i still feel he is different from them but why is it happening? i know u guys will be thinking.. 'had my lessons before, yet i am asking for it.' am i really just someone who happens to come by in the midst when he was 'single' and bored? now, im only at the back of his mind... feels like years waiting for his calls and msgs. feels happy when u call the person u miss, perhaps i used to be the one for him... ya, i am foolish. (u guys can laugh to your hearts' content)

i will be myself, no matter how many times it is going to be, i believe there will be a guy who is different from the rest and appreciate me. i was thinking what happened to him on sun when he promised to msg me after his hangout but did not in the end. only to find out he is working today. he seemed like a total different person from then and now. perhaps like what most have said, once guys get the gers they want, they will lose the interest as time goes by. i have never doubt his feelings. i believe in putting ur best and cherish whatever u have thus, you will never have regrets in life...

till one day again, he does not contact me, i will know what to do. shall not say anymore else u guys will be complaining again. got to study... again.