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i can feel my eyes are blur and dry.. i have to finish asap. i have go temple at noon later. think i will look like a panda/zombie walking around. i have to rest before the sunrise. sudden thoughts of the things he told me. he ended(or did he not?) the last r/s 'cause his gf do not want to settle down when he wants to and now he wants to enjoy his carefree life, do not want to embark on a r/s just as yet. irony. confused. i understand where he is coming from but how can both be facts? it doesn't make sense to me.