my long awaited off day....
was not feeling well past few days. I can feel that I can't even breathe at times due to the coughing. was thinking of staying home tmr n rest but the idea of gathering my ex cozmates to go out is even better!
one of them called me asked me wanna go to zouk's flea market. felt the idea was rather cool. decided to get the other two to join in. poor fanni, due to the constant air pressure of flying, she has to be on mc cos some medical reasons.. but guess its a time for her to meet up with the others n chat- gers' forte! gonna charge up my digi cam's batt n make sure.. nice pics will be posted here for viewing! hehe
sometimes i really don't what is happening at work, only when my subordinates tell me. anyway, up to them whether they wanna tell me.. though, heard from the others, nothing beats your subordinates telling you. having been in a such a position, i may not gone through alot but still i have learnt quite a bit. dealing with customers is an easy task indeed when you know what options you can give ur customers. dealing with subordinates is no way an easy task. still learning on how to deal with different type of people. sometimes i really feel, im caught in a position i don't even have the empowerment for my subordinates to believe me or should i say respect me. how i wish i do not have to think of all these. really missed the days when i was at my previous store, i really have the empowerment to manage a team rather than now, when i say something, my mgr can just overwrite it n mine became null. my previous mgr believed in me but the present mgr want to be in control of all the things in my store. haiz.
perhaps, i just need someone who will call me or pick me up after work hence, i won't be thinking so much abt work anymore. I believe there will be.. definitely, the guys I had met this year, do not seemed to be able to commit. haha. saw jayven's pics on friendster, seems like he is very much in happiness. Felt that afterall, I should not have gone into his life then. Think he regretted as well. I sincerely hope he is happy. He is the person who taught me how a guy should treat his gf. nevertheless, I will still remember him for coming into my life. It has never been fair, be it life or fate. never.
one of them called me asked me wanna go to zouk's flea market. felt the idea was rather cool. decided to get the other two to join in. poor fanni, due to the constant air pressure of flying, she has to be on mc cos some medical reasons.. but guess its a time for her to meet up with the others n chat- gers' forte! gonna charge up my digi cam's batt n make sure.. nice pics will be posted here for viewing! hehe
sometimes i really don't what is happening at work, only when my subordinates tell me. anyway, up to them whether they wanna tell me.. though, heard from the others, nothing beats your subordinates telling you. having been in a such a position, i may not gone through alot but still i have learnt quite a bit. dealing with customers is an easy task indeed when you know what options you can give ur customers. dealing with subordinates is no way an easy task. still learning on how to deal with different type of people. sometimes i really feel, im caught in a position i don't even have the empowerment for my subordinates to believe me or should i say respect me. how i wish i do not have to think of all these. really missed the days when i was at my previous store, i really have the empowerment to manage a team rather than now, when i say something, my mgr can just overwrite it n mine became null. my previous mgr believed in me but the present mgr want to be in control of all the things in my store. haiz.
perhaps, i just need someone who will call me or pick me up after work hence, i won't be thinking so much abt work anymore. I believe there will be.. definitely, the guys I had met this year, do not seemed to be able to commit. haha. saw jayven's pics on friendster, seems like he is very much in happiness. Felt that afterall, I should not have gone into his life then. Think he regretted as well. I sincerely hope he is happy. He is the person who taught me how a guy should treat his gf. nevertheless, I will still remember him for coming into my life. It has never been fair, be it life or fate. never.
posted by starrynite @ 2:10 AM
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