what a terrible dream again and again...

these days i have having the same dream again and again. just of a different setting with the same storyline and leads. this time she tells me she is goin with him to hold an exhibition in China(too much of China stuff in class, i think). how loving they are, is always present in the dream. is god trying to tell me something? haiz. the feeling is dreadful especially when you are awake. all the thoughts come flowing and infecting your mind.

will be going for an interview later with one of my regular customer. at sun, SIA interview. shall see which one i am able to get in. going for lunch now..