Gaining confidence or simply insecure?

Do you have friends that keep telling you how well the opposite gender treats him / her? How well connected they are? They do not have any interest in this person (as though) but you can hear the party's name being mentioned in every conversation? keeps mentioning how brittle she is even though, she is constantly being showered with love and concern from her male friends around her?

Seriously, i am not jealous or anything.. just felt sometimes sending wrong messages all around the place, is just not right. oh well, it's her life, the way she wants it to be.

My life may not be as flamboyant as her but i do feel blessed each time i hear from XX.. AT.. friends that i have not heard from sometime like, sarina and foi.

nevertheless, I have learnt to enjoy life now.. loving myself... today, I brought mum and sis for breakfast, early movie and good lunch at Soup Restaurant. hope they like it... when you are not out with friends, it is always good to spend time with your family. heee..