pls get well soon...

today just received a saddening news that one of my friends was hit by stroke. he was a jovial, nice and always be there for you kinda friend. he maybe a lawyer but he is humble and down to earth. my tears came rolling down my face and the whole day was in dire state.

life is unpredictable.. was supposed to meet him for coffee this weekend.. felt weird why there is no news from him instead the news of his stroke. he is still in ICU ward, doctor can't determine when he can be discharge from ICU but i really hope he will pull through this ordeal..

i prayed... for his well being and i will wait for his call to tell me he is fine.... please get well soon, leon...

best pals today.. strangers tmr...

was very close with 2 of my ex colleagues while working at my last organisation .. the 3 of us left the place eventually.. Quek went to perth, LW and I went to different banks. we are so close even after we left till recently, i realised there are several occasions when Quek came back from perth for her wedding, i was not invited nor informed... i felt really upset.. but thought perhaps she has limited seats then...

today, i went out with my other ex colleagues and realised that they went out again. now with Mel; we are very close knitted during our good old days. i really have no idea why i was left out yet again. during one of my ex colleague's wedding, i was chatting with LW and realised that the feeling wasn't really close like before. Only Mel gave me the same feeling as before.

I do understand that friends come and go but not for friends whom you travelled with and worked/shopped with. i really have no clue why friends will leave you out for no reason nor smoke. as usual, let them be though I felt kinda upset but if they have the heart to do so then no point brooding over it....

hmm.. glad tuesday is a public holiday so my monday is not that blue after all... time to Zzzzz ... Ta!

pure coincidence or fate ...

after casting my vote, i went my house nearby and walked past the clinic that XX always go... saw the notice that it is closed for polling day.. then i was thinking, will he come to see doc today.. awhile later, he called my mobile... initially wanted to see doc but was closed thus had lunch with his friend...

thereafter, he called me after seeing doc at his house nearby.. Actually, he wanted to call me for lunch earlier on... :)

a thought which passes off as a sweet 'chocolate' for the day... :)

annoyed and irritated...

i know elections is a big thing now... but it seemed overly propagandized. be it which party or what statements made by who.. i just hope the whole thing can end fast. glad it will only be 2 weeks. empty trucks moving here and there with pre-recorded messages to broadcast to everyone.. I have never seen them on truck before.. only the last election maybe.

the long weekend has passed.. have been hearing when im at home and seeing fb pouring with endless comments on elections... i have this feeling that opposition parties and supporters are roaring out loud this year... could it be the long suppression from the public causing it? hmm..

so fast... we are moving to the mid of 2011, awww... hate it! year end is coming!!! geez... i need a getaway... i feel so tired and worn out from work... :( must plan!!

made pasta, caesar salad for my close colleagues tmr.. hope they like it.. may it be a good week ahead!! :)