说了再见 - JAY CHOU

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好 .....

torture...

it is as the the above to not to be able to meet him and miss him at the same time... everyday seems poor and lifeless...

Best wishes to Foi!!

Went to her ROM last night. My best wishes to her. Im glad that she has found someone whom she can entrust her happiness to. A person who can bring happiness to every second of her life. Congrats.

had a nice catchup...

met up with him yesterday, had dinner and brought him to sinseh to fix his arm. again, due to soccer. the feeling seems as though we were still together. things we have spoke etc. he lost alot of wt, guess it was due to his soccer matches.. he asked me whether i will be gg to watch jay's concert. yah, will go. perhaps that will be our last meeting.

after that, an impromptu met up with one of my ex bfs.. has been flying for a no. of years. we went to watch a funny movie, Undespicable in 3D!! It was damn cool!! Have never watched 3D movie before and it feels as if the character is appearing just in front of you. hehe.. was a nice one. he was still as humourous as before. he spoke like xiaoshin, the slipper he left at my hse downstairs when he was fetching me for dinner at 85, hw we knew each other etc.. cant believe there are so much things that he can still rem after 3 yrs. quite impressive...

when sweet turns bitter...

walked past an ice cream shop at suntec underpass... used to feel that ice cream is sweet and eating it will make me feel happy.. today, it appears to me that ice cream is bitter.. i have no idea why the bitter taste came about but my feeling and mood right now seems bitter.. eating it can even make me feel like crying.

bus ride used to be enjoyable with him by my side... hugging him is so comfortable and heartwarming. feels like a loving bear hug everytime. i guess all became memories. sometimes i really hope i do not have such gd memory, perhaps i rather keep the good ones than the bad ones. it is coming to a mth but i still feel hurt and bitter till now...