the endless tots in my mind

Thursday, July 27, 2006

unlucky day

what a day! i fell down the stairs at my workplace. it was a bad fall. i hurt my kneecap, suffered scratches and bruises all over. the worst is my right jaw bone, its swollen and my right kneecap, quite a deep cut.

had medicine. dozed off. haiz. smething happened earlier on... cant slp man. :( was in pain when i bathe, tonight the first time he didn't msg... im just ... think i am not good enough... apologises.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

O.R.D mode

this whole week i am like in o.r.d mode. haha. went through a few rounds of interviews and did some qnnaires (again) though it is an internal transfer. alright, formality... passed by china square and bought some stuff for my cols to eat for their 'tea-break'. it is damn quiet these days. i wonder where has all the ppl gone to. busy preparing for the hungry ghost festival? ah ha! I look forward to the mid autumn festival!! carrying the lantern, walking around chinese garden, eating mooncake.... maybe boring to others but i feel its a heart warming festival whereby everyone gets together and eats mooncake. :)

i feel sorry for one of my frds. she appears to be strong but deep inside her, is a weak and insecured soul. come to think of it, how am I gonna take it should anything happen to my only mum? the only regret that I have is, I have not provide for her well enough for her to stay at home and be a housewife. seeing her age as times goes by, I can't help to think if I have not insisted to study my degree, perhaps she could have stopped working and rest at home. however, I am grateful that my mum is in good health and I am going to finish my studies soon. thinking that getting this job would let her 'retire' is not as easy as I thought to be. I can only make sure to give her as much as I can as long as my financial situation allows.

I appreciated my boss for giving me other opportunities to explore rather than me troubling on what is going to happen next. Like what I have always believe, having good colleagues is based on how you treat them but having a good boss, you should count your blessing. I always grumble that she nags alot but it's her job. She still cares for me and talk to me when she feels I am troubled.

Despite I have heard lots of stuff on the next position I am going to take on, but still I feel whether it is a good environment depends on how you see it. I still firmly believe that everyone is kind by nature, only due to circumstances cause human to change or react in a different way. I thank god that DD came into my life, he is really a gift. someone who really cares for me, someone whom I see everyday ever since we are together, someone who never forgets to send me a msg before he sleeps after we hang up, the only one who celebrates our first month together... he is my DD. :) that's all for the day.. still waiting for DD for his meeting to end... keke.

Monday, July 24, 2006

Super Sunday!

woke up at 8plus in the morning today, msg DD. decided to let him sleep awhile hence, I went back to catch another hr or two of sleep. we went out around 11plus to Toa Payoh. walked ard. sad to say that the movies these days are lousy esp on sat n sun. however, I am looking forward to The Click and Lakeside House(wonder if it is correct). gd times really flies. my wkend is over again...


DD and me @Toa Payoh


Nice Shot at Killiney cafe @Marina Square


Killiney cafe @Marina Square

we went for a few rounds of pool and met up with fion and gang. end off the night with drinks @villa bali opp HP HQ, alexandra road. nice place to chill but kinda inaccessible if u do not have a car.


@Villa Bali

poor DD, he looks so tired. guess due to the job, initially, I was so drained out soon after a mth or two, got used to the long hours. Must take care ok? hehe... ZzzzzzZZ

Saturday, July 22, 2006

A night trail. Uniquely Geylang.

Received good news from my boss that I will be transferred to another dept. thinking another few days, I will be leaving all my cols, can't help to feel sad. They are really fun cols to be with. however, i have to move on, still in the same bank, I can still go and find them! hehe.


our first bus TRIP!!!

Today, DD came to fetch me after work and we headed home. at night, we went down geylang for supper. DD didn't drive as it is a saturday. we took bus down and it is really an enjoyable trip. we walked ard geylang (of cos not the red light district), feels like little india, thailand and china, haha. perhaps due to the people and environment. i really treasure tonight, it maybe just a normal supper and night trail at geylang but even time spent waiting for bus was not wasted, DD talked abt his stuff etc. feels closer to him. quality time, a simple meal and walk. haha..

Monday, July 17, 2006

there goes my 'vacation'..

today, i woke up early yet didn't do much for the whole day and now its evening! i spent time painting my nails (have no choice as I have accidentally 'dyed' one of them while dying hair for DD). wanna find where did I place the hp strap that he gave me and spent e whole afternoon searching high n low for it and found it at the SIDE of my drawer in the end.

now at last I am back to tp library to do my research for my upcoming module. had a missed call from my col. thought it was due to some urgent matters and became a false alarm. I miss my cols somehow but not the work at times. It's nice having a few cols whom u can clique well rather than those 'news-gossipers' who have nothing better to do than to talk behind your back and lazing around. give a break man! anyway, humans are born with the 'GOLDEN TONGUE' of speech hence, either you use it wisely or not.

it is sure cold here man. thoughts flashed by and recalled what is happening around me. my close friend and her bf broke up. problems surfaced in my friend's marriage. i wonder whether why human's relationships has became so complicated. be it in courtship or marriage. have not been hearing much good news these days. life is full of uncertainites. got to go search my books! ta~

Sunday, July 16, 2006

My Long wkend!


cooked sweet potato porridge for DD after he ko from work


Nice hairdo with my clip.. (cute right??)


here's our photo of happiness!


DD looks so serious when driving...cool (looks like batman with that ray of light huh?)


here's me taking self portrait while DD is driving.

I really enjoyed my long wkend. slept alot and feels like made up all my loss of sleep over the 3 months. cooked for DD and we stayed home with sis to watch tv. really rest and relax! cool! hehe. anyway, I feel as long as the time spent is quality time which means spending time in relationship building to know each other more is good enough, no matter where u go or do. :)

Friday, July 14, 2006

Nice food at Tiong Bahru Market

the new renovated Tiong Bahru Market has two storeys, has lots of stalls and spacious. had a hard time finding with bel and DD (yah..stands for him. haha). had a lot of nice food. think u will spoilt for choices when u reach there. nice food spot!


Very nice concept for food centre


The nice 'raw fish' but the porridge is not that fantastic.




Nice Lor Mee @$2! (I still prefer my harbourfront hawker centre's Lor Mee!)


This is the stall at Harbourfront hawker centre


and... the LOR MEE!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

im back!

hi everyone. at last i managed to post w/o dozing off with my laptop on bed. i just feel tired these days no matter how much i sleep. I can practically ko after i bathed within few minutes. shall run thru a brief pictorial trail of how's my life for the past 2 weeks...


a nice dessert watching WC with a new guy in my life, dennis


i like this shot!


the picnic spread


Had to have settle an in-house style picnic due to the weather


continued on our picnic trip after the lousy weather @sentosa.


here's a drink at wala wala to end off the day!