bad headache!!!

woke up this morning... trying to find panadol at home for my headache, shocked that i cant find any traces of panadol at all.. :( thus, quickly washed up and hurried down to the doc's. wanted to get porridge for lunch, the store is not opened. how terrible it is. decided to go home and rest.

felt better now but my head still feels slightly heavy... feels like eating porridge now.. :(

Just cleared up my room!!!

The commitments i have earlier on, i have completed 80% of them. just the curtains!!!!

1) get a TV rack - fixed up already (rem that my frds bought for me a DIY tv rack)
2) clear up the corner in front of me for my TV (done! - tv nicely placed on a tv rack in front of my bed)
3) call starhub to fix another set top box in my room -don need to call, cable point is there, only need to collect my set top box
4) curtainS!!!! - have to check with mum how to fix the curtains
5) throw things - done! 13 rubbish bags!!!

Cant imagine i have thrown 13 rubbish bags in total. now, my room is neat and tidy. it is already 5am plus and im still wide awake!!! think 'cause i slept too much today. hehe. later on, have to go tampines to collect the set top box and buy an extension cord for my room. Think i need to get a radio as well. used to have the habit of listening music before i sleep. after that, meet foi for tea or dinner, then meeting my frd later at night for tea. have cleared up abit at living room as well. its an achievement!!!

fortunate to have mum around to help me on her off day. :) im having backache and knee pain now and pasted 2 salon pas... -_-||| its a sign... either i do not exercise or not, otherwise... Shhhhhzz... got to sleep... Zzzz....

watching F1 at home...

now watching F1 LIVE at home.. ordered mac as I am too lazy to go out for dinner. ordered this cinnamon meltz from mac and it tasted heavenly!!! wow!!! should try if you have craving for desserts after dinner. keke.

cinnamon meltz


wanted to go chinatwn and buy some daily necessities but sis came back home late. shall go next wkend, cant carry much if i go alone. need to buy my kose facial products and my tsubaki shampoo / conditioner. :) donno whats wrong with my safari browser. cant load FB. :( only firefox works! weird. was sorting out my insurance stuffs, realised ive misplaced my policies!! got to get my insurer to reissue for my reference. need to buy 1 more insurance before i reach 30. the earlier i save, the earlier i will get my payout. hehe.. planning!! feel like watching donnie yen's new movie.. geez!! saw so many posts on FB that he looks sexy etc. wahaha! the race is starting soon.. hope it is an exciting race this year! :D

first day not working...

woke up early in the morn. still not used to wake up late, though had enough sleep but somehow, feels kinda bored without the company of my fun colleagues.. starting to miss them already. 2 of my cols msg me today and told me they have started to miss me... sob sob.. am glad for one of my cols that she managed to get an outstation permanent position. :) i think i am the only one who left the branch this year who got the most gifts!!!

all my farewell gifts....


went out to do my hair today and signed up a package. starting to regret man. oh well, what's done has been done. last time used to think about this and that, now im alone nothing much to think about. had lunch at mac and dinner at swensens alone. geez. swensens' caesars salad's standard dropped to the max. they only use minimum romaine lettuce.. and mixed with other veg which tasted weird.. i think i can make better salad than them. went to starhub. no stock for iphn again. cant believe it. i wanna change my hp for so long since december..... FAINT. hope the phn comes in fast. at least i won be bored when im on bus...

first farewell gift received.. last day tmr..

Hmm.. I've completed my 1 mth's notice at last. Just another day more. I was surprised by my PB(a nickname for one of my cols) for the farewell gift. He bought on his own. pretty touched. at least i felt appreciated.


A gift which i have not expected...


nice cardholder


words that showed his appreciation towards me...


Thanks, PB! goes to show. its worth it. after tmr, i have to think what I wanna do during these 12 days ahead. (thought was 2 wks) haha. my foot still hurts. today, was limping around in office especially when i am on heels even worse. I cant even walk properly. think i better go see sinseh on fri. i am very sure i will miss some of my cols. wait till LW promotes, we will come in as a 'package deal'. negotiated with her already. haha. hope my cols at the new place will be as nice... :)

a busy day... and i sprained my foot :(

i just reached hm awhile ago. again... 12 midnight... -_-|| cant believe.. the taxi driver who sent me hm earlier on, told me he does not work such long hrs.. im like okie.... anyway, counting down another 2 days.

met up with one of my colleagues at HQ, christabel. she is a very nice lady with high tolerance level and takes things very positively. nice lunch i have had. i have a nickname for her 'ding dong bell' haha.. nice one.. she knows it as well. received 3 emails today and spoke to one of my colleagues. hmm.. i guess this idea of writing cards to those whom is worth for, is much better than the swissroll. all the best to them... will miss u all...

after i ko from work, then i realised that i sprained my right foot. cant walk properly and has been limping at home. :( no idea when it happened.. but how i wish i have someone to massage for me... that would be nice.. hehe... its late and i feel damn sleepy!!!! time to Zzzzzzz

glad that my colleagues are touched...

batched out the cards early in the morn, hope that i will not miss the first batch run. indeed, my colleagues from 3 HQs have received my cards. i received 2 phn calls, 2 emails and 2 sms till date. my branch cols are jealous why they do not have any cards.. haha.. i will pass them on the last day!!! :P feels so touched when your cols email u to tell u that they are touched by your sweet gesture. proves that my efforts are really worth it. my finger still hurts till now. :( have a few more to write but shall rest for today.

hmm.. seems like this is better than swissroll. :) have one client came by and requested to buy me a dinner. shall meet him next week. kinda busy this week. no idea man... why is a resigned staff seems more overloaded than normal days? hmm... haha. anyway, will try my best to finish my stuff. my colleague was telling me 'don pend too much things' i was thinking 'hey, u think ive got a choice when i have been assigned with so many things to do?' forget about it. no point. some people just do not use much of their brain cells at times. my sister is asking me whether i can bring her go genting or bangkok. probably next wk? im kinda lazy though. haha. haven been travelling nor taken any leave this year.

donno why today i feel as though my lungs are being weighed down. feeling it now. kinda hard to breathe smoothly... hate it. had my 'lunch' at 5pm! don understand why... i feel imbalanced at times. why am i working till 10pm today and having my lunch at 5pm? i really wonder if i continue to work in this way, will i collapse one day and my heartbeat stops? hmm...

at last, done for most..

my middle finger is swollen due to the pen pressure from writing. looks as though there's a lump at the side.. left with only a few cards.. shall write tmr. yah. maybe it is easy to just send an massive email out and say 'goodbye' but i feel it is more sincere by penning your thoughts to the person you are addressing to. maybe tough on me but its the thought that counts. hope that they appreciate. now my back hurts. i guess due to sitting up straight for long hours. i have been in same position since 7pm till now. 6 hrs!! now im resting on my bed with my pillow supporting my back.. feels better.. needs a massage soon. used to go bkk frequently for shopping and massage. not this year. somehow, due to work and bkk sometimes is in a mess. nah...

i feel pretty upset counting down to another 4 days till i KO from work totally. i will miss q, lw and mel.. sob!!! they can still joke abt it! hmmph! sometimes feel like talking to someone abt it. guess i can only write it here. :) nvm. hope my last few days at work will be enjoyable and fun.. cheers!

just finished writing most of the goodbye cards...

haven been writing much and now my fingers are slightly swollen. wanted to order nice swiss rolls for my colleagues but not possible on the delivery part. thus decided to pen down in a form of card and batch to everyone of them to communicate my appreciation to them. its sad to leave my colleagues after working 3 years plus here. what to do.. i have no choice as well. do not want to waste anymore of my time.

have finished writing 50 over cards. waiting for sis to bring back another 20 to write for my branch colleagues. hope to be able to complete them in time. wkends are over again... after this thurs, i will be super free. can get lots of sleep and watch tv all the way. haha. kinda bored though. maybe meeting sarina. actually wanted to go over aus, but decided not to as it seemed like a relatives' trip..nah.. forget abt it. my poor fingers slightly trembles at times now.. :(

mid autumn festival coming... next wed... wondering should i go walk thru the lights at chinatwn alone? sounds pathetic huh... but really feels like going... geez...

fulfilling sat..

had a long sleep and woke up at 1plus. supposed to wait for a mooncake delivery, last min unable to make it. decided to acc my col/frd to buy her nice bag at Dempsey. La Prendo. worth buying from there. retail price around sgd 2.4K, she got it at sgd 1.7K. i saw one prada wallet. its nice.. pink but my frd says the colour will come off and there will be black spots.. really like pink thou. she asked me whether i have frds travelling paris / europe.. haiz.. nope. 'cause it will definitely be cheaper there..

after that, we met our col at wheelock and went to marriot for parma ham pizza(yummy!!!), calamari and lychee tea(nice...). went to shop at taka and we parted. i bought some cards for my cols as my last day will be next thurs. thinking of writing some cards for them. :) was counting earlier on. I have ard 70 cards to write!! faint*.

asked my sis acc me watch "grown ups", a comedy with words of wisdom. being together is the initial part of a relationship and most impt part is knowing each other in depth. though its understood by most, but unknowingly, in a relationship, one will take the other for granted. being married or not, one should keep this in his mind that never to take one for granted. be appreciative of each other. before you know it, may be gone..

Martin's chalet on 11 sep

Have not been joining this group of frds for sometime for their gatherings etc. I am glad that they still remembered me and thanks Martin for inviting me. I didnt know that it is actually Jerin's birthday celebration as well till 230am when im there. haha.

they have prepared cake and the bbq food in advance. had very nice steak, mushrooms and salmon!! saw my best frd, shi. it has really been the long time since we have last met. i feel happy for her that she is getting married soon. my best wishes to her. :)

played 2 rounds of mahjong, has been 3 months since i last played. i stayed till around 3plus, totally drained.. perhaps 'cause i went back work earlier on. think should be fine for me if i have slept more. haha. thanks XX for giving me a lift when i felt lazy going out of my house...

below are some pics took last nite.

Jerin's birthday


A candid shot


Shi and me being the 'painting' backdrop


Martin & Faizal as the 'trees' backdrop


YG as the 'lamppost' backdrop

is it a good choice?

one of my close cols called me in last evening asking me how am i etc. heard from her the training at my future company is very intensive and is draining her out. its long, projects involvement, presentations and tests. If you did not make it for the 80% pass rate, you have to go through the whole module again. it sounds like studying man. cant believe it. have heard abt the long training but did not know that the training is such a terrible experience.

it has been 2 wks, guess i did not make it for the pte bank interview. i submitted my resume to another bank. haha. shall see where my fate lies after my current organisation. :)

slept almost the whole day. now i am super awake.. geez.. had cup noodles for lunch and sis cooked maggi for dinner. basically, had noodles for the whole of today. received a call from my col that boss is 'hinting' her to go back for work this sat. she is not returning 'cause she has projects on hand for submission. sad case. really sympathise with her situation at work. don worry gal, i will ensure to refer you whereever i will be if the next workplace is gd.

feels lazy.. actually wanted to go hair salon to do up my hair at noon, but didnt go.. cuz asking me go over australia when im not working end this mth, considering since i have no place to go. its ard 7 hr flt if i take SIA. airfare is around sgd 1.2k+ hmm... accomodation i will not have to worry... sounds gd. i would hope to go japan if you ask me. heard the weather / food is nice...

oh well, hope will get into a better organisation... hehe...

needs to do up my room..

LIST:

1) get a TV rack
2) clear up the corner in front of me for my TV
3) call starhub to fix another set top box in my room
4) curtainS!!!!
5) throw things

so far, im very comfortable with my bed... room.. aircon.. wardrobe..(seems like not enough space for my clothes...hmmm.) long wkends comin!! changed duty day with my col. for sat. haiz. oh well, no choice, she needs to rush her project.. :) feels like gg out for a spin somewhere.. haha. in my dreams maybe.. :)

deep tots on my journey home...

a rainy night.. always love it esp it feels cozy in your love's arms.. waiting for my bus back home.. boarded on the bus and found a comfortable seat for the long journey. looking out at the moving traffic. family going home.. couple on the way back from shopping.. working class driving home.. it maybe a routine for most but in fact, the simple things or routine in life is also a kind of happiness.

never did one will feel so only when one's routine has changed then u will realised your life is incomplete. time and time, i have been hoping for simple love. in fact, its human who made love complicated. they tend to think too much which complicates things when things are actually simple. oh well, its human nature.

slowly thinking back how my life has changed for the past few months and years.. love ... lifestyle.. work. somehow, don feel like meeting my frds. during wkends, i will stay at hm to sleep till i cant sleep anymore and wake up to start my day. will lie on my comfortable sofa and watch tv the whole day. perhaps work has been quite fast paced, it is good to slow down and pass my time by watching tv. sometimes, will help my cols to order stuff online. haven been doing online shopping for sometime. used to be frequent but didnt have the mood to shop till i realised that its time to add some dresses in my wardrobe.

thanks XX for adding smiles on my face when its dull. appreciated it. yes.. im emo today... haha.

having headache....

geez.. after dinner, a sudden headache came up. donno what triggered it but i feel like my head is spinning. haha. am bored now man.. XX also busy.. oh well.. shall go watch tv...

relaxing sat

slept till 1 plus today. have been telling mum that i need curtains so that my room can be dark and cozy. comfortable... but mum says need to wait for her.. oh well.

wanted to go comex and look at new techs but im lazy. haha. anyone interested? :P

i guess tmr is another lazy day for me..nice....

what a day... :(

had a super busy day. today had my lunch only at 5pm, had a bump on my head due to a knock from the corner of a table (IT HURTS even till now). the pain is so bad that when i rub it, my tears just come out from my eyes. :( now rubbing the bump, hope will go off. aww... worked till 10 plus 11 pm. 14 hrs job man. its damn tiring. how i wish i can just slp the whole day tmr. anyway just another day to wkends. hang on..

did not get any calls from the bank which im looking forward to.. will they call me soon? tmr is the last day of the wk already...oh well, perhaps i did not perform as well as i thought to be.

my head hurts, causing me unable to slp despite im very tired now. i really need to slp.. guess have to bear the pain. my eyes are closing...ZzzzzzZ..