heavy heart.... How many 6 months and 6 years more?

Tonight Im lying on bed with a heavy heart... has been years... since I last saw you.. thanks for coming into my life.. the memorable times.. I'm glad you have someone by your side assisting in your business. Nah.. I doubt you remembered this blog..

I met u when I was 16? We were together probably 18-19? Yes it was love at first sight for us.. i have never forgotten the night your tears ran down your face, I should be the only girl that caused you so... not sure for these years but I know you are a strong man.. you will not do so ever.. if any, you must have loved her a lot. Despite we love each other so much, why? We just can't pass 6 months?

6 years later, we were in contact again.. we should be around 25-26. I thought we will only be back as friends.. in the end, we got back together again.. I asked you what if you leave me again. You told me you will come back again... I do not have so many 6 years... I trusted you we will be fine this time.. we left each other 6 months yet again...

Another 6 years later, we were 32-33.. we met each other at the bank.. there are so many restaurants and banks, yet we still meet each other face to face.. sorry I didn't acknowledge you.. I guess you are doing well and I do not want others to pull strings due to that...never see you nor hear from you... I guess that's the end of our fate...

We were not together for long but memories kill all these years... the time we were on the way up Genting in the coach, you held my hand when u know I'm scared... the time we met each other at mdis' lift.. the time your tears rolled down your face... the time when u were late (when you were never late meeting me) to meet me at Far East food court while I'm having fish soup, you placed a ring on my finger.... I have never forgotten... yes I do tear when I think of you..

Do I regret meeting you? Nope..

I will just bury these memories deep down in my heart..