Trip to Batam.... thoughts of you came back...

I do not know but when someone asked when was the last time we came.... thoughts of the day we went to Indon and we stood at the balcony looking at how big the houses are.... yes it has been a long time since we came...

Then came songs you recorded and sent to me when we were chatting over messager... 

Memories flowed in my mind with tears down...

My heart feels painful... the day we first met.. the night we sang till late night at cafe...

The time we went Genting, bumpy bus trip and u held my hand to assure it is fine...

So cold out and u hugged me in ur arms... really hope to go back to that time....

After watching 三生三世，十里桃花，i felt it reflected our relationship..

When I asked you, ‘what if u leave me again 6 mths later?’

You replied, ‘i will look for you again.’ 

I replied ‘how many 6 years I have left’ 

You said ‘I will be back’

(Just what the male lead told the female lead)

I think I’m the only one thinking back at the times we had... you have a successful career... bright future... capable gf assisting you.. when I know nothing about what u are doing...

The times we had were really unforgettable.. I cannot mention to anyone, just my own blog with no one reading... Only to keep all in my heart...

Do I have a spot in your heart? 

A person who called you that her bf walked out on her at traffic light and you just left ur friends at Ktv and came to find me with only sgd 10 left... accompanied me the night... a person who took the wrong direction bus to jurong and called you... again u came to save me... u are the only one I think of when I encountered difficulties in my life... and u will always appear... 

Whenever I dreamt about you, it seemed so real that we are back together... I hope I do not wake up but reality is painful... 

(Same as the drama when the male lead passed away and female lead kept dreaming of him)

Do you know you are the only one who can make my tears flow whenever I think of u?

Despite it has been so long ago, i have not forgotten the times we met and spent together.... 

I’m sure u can find me but you didn’t...

I guess it’s only me...