the endless tots in my mind

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

loving the sweet times...

Dating is always sweet... though, he is from my office, we kept it low profile. really liked his company. the more i know him, i feel he actually shared lots of similarities with one of my friends. everytime i mention about this, he is not happy. Kept saying I'm pushing him to someone he does not fancy. Oh well...

i have been wanting to watch Narnia since 2 weeks ago. always end up going out with the rest. i told him it is fine. we will catch another one. initial plan for today, was to have fish head steamboat, but we went out for movies after work. he was so determined that he has been looking up the movie schedules since then.. haha. i thought he has given up. he is sweet indeed. today is considered our first 'mini' date. Hee.. At work, he looks serious and matured. when we are together, he is like a cute, young boy that you will never imagine he will behave this way. i guess that is the other side of him which attracts me alot.

we had a small tiff when we were rushing to catch it at Balestier. don like the way he drives, damn arrogant on the road. (even though, he drives a nice car, so?) shall give it to him, let him be. it is his car and he is the driver anyway. although, a few of my friends said the movie was lousy but we thought it was a good one. haha. thereafter, we went for prawn mee. nice one..

the thing about him is, he can't stay up late which means he will ko around 9plus 10. haha... Piggy!

Sunday, December 26, 2010

think u are in dubai...

glad to see you, XX and merry belated x'mas as well.. i see you on and offline... think u must be back at dubai.. guess u have read my previous post.. im very upset... sob....

WORST X'mas ever in my life...

i lost my new prada bag / wallet and 2 iphns today! feel really devastated.. my winning 4d ticket is also inside, though it's not alot but still something.. thanks matt for accompanying over the line and comforting me. though, he cant go out with me but still talked to me over the line for 1-2 hrs.

i have made my police report and the CCTV has captured the person's face. i hope they will nab the person down asap. i want my things back. cancelled all my credit cards. requested them to mail me next week. i just withdrawn a few hundred bucks and this happened... for those who knows me, i am not that sort who will go arcade.. yes, i went there to accompany my indon relatives and i just left my bag unattended for 2 mins and its lost! i went in at 1917hrs today at suntec's arcade and discovered the loss at 1919hrs which was when the boy made his way out of the arcade. really have no idea why the boy want to be a thief. you are not always that lucky. i have heard from the technician that he was caught before at another place. doesn't he learn his lesson? i have to pay back for the company's phn and my own's. :( i wonder if they would let me wait for awhile to see whether i can get back my phns. will be heading down starhub to get my replacement SIM card.. my old hp uses normal size SIM card but iphn 4 uses micro.. how should i handle this?...

was checking with the police since we have the CCTV of the boy's face, how can they locate this person based on FACE?? he didnt disclose much details but assured that as long as we have the boy's face, they will do their part... ohhh god.. pls help me... i feel very upset.. cant tell my mum else she will KILL me!!! i was briefly calculating.. i think my loss is coming to sgd 5K. oh man...

how i wish there's someone to give me a comfort hug......

Friday, December 24, 2010

its X'mas Eve!!!

Now, working... feels so sleepy and dozing off ... will be meeting my friends for bbq later.. don know where i am heading but my friend is coming over to fetch me.. I have something on my mind these days which I find it hard to solve.

A situation which I hope I would never be in but still it happened. i have a colleague at my workplace whom i find that I can clique with. however his mood swings make me feels rather confused at times. he is a cancer, by horoscope, a person who will change his thinking and mood anytime when u least expected. should this continue or i guess will take a step at a time..

thought to be rather positive but certain factors pulling me back...

Sunday, December 19, 2010

my birthday ... my long weekend..

i have been resting at hm these days.. went out earlier, bought some nice bedsheets and quilt cover. i love the quilt cover.. its in purple and definitely matches my room colour!!!



i feel very fortunate that i have friends around me that showers me with lots of LOVE!! during my birthday, i have a friend that came over to my place and accompanied me for breakfast.. and he went off to his meeting. felt really touched. XX posted a birthday song on my fb and called me during the afternoon. i felt really loved.. i received many fb birthday wishes from my friends as well. it may appear to be normal for others.. but i do appreciate alot..

Shi sent over a pot of roses together with a pair of pearl earrings.


i did not expect to receive any flowers this year.. it was a surprise for me... another day of rest ahead.. shall rest early today... feels so sleepy now.. and it is only 2230?? ta!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

hope life is changing for the better...

My birthday has just past.. wished for the best for next year.. good health and all my friends in happiness always. organised my birthday party together with xmas party for my batchmates. Nothing beats seeing my friends around me happy... it was quite a last minute decision to celebrate with them.. initially thought to have dinner with a few friends.. haha... hope they have enjoyed themselves.

at work, the cols that I am working with are nicer.. nowadays, i try not to ask my 'mentors' unless necessary. they are not 'willing' to teach me and my other new colleague new things. kept saying they are busy but the things they are doing are much lesser compared to me in my last organisation. either they are not efficient or not they are just taking their own time do their stuff. whatever... i believe I will be able to learn things from the things i am assigned.

life seems to be turning for the better.. be it work or personal life... hope it continues this way... :)

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

Thoughts n thoughts....

I'm lying on my bed now..... Came lots of thoughts, not knowing where and how they came about.. Perhaps a relaxed mind will tend to have more thoughts rather than the day. Also, when one is in a positive mood, you will not tend to think much.. I'm not really happy at work now... The environment, people and others.. I tell myself I'm only 2 weeks old but isn't it scary that within this short period, I can actually feel the 'negativity' of the workplace? Nope. I didn't regret leaving my previous organization. The only thing I missed - the strong bonding I had with my ex-colleagues. Never I felt working in such a hectic place and heavy workload, I still feel happy... Thanks to 'Bitch Club'! Haha... A nickname for our group.

Sometimes when I think of my current colleagues, environment and other factors, can't help to feel upset. Now, I understand when u really need a hug n there's noone around, it sucks totally... Geez!

Shall browse my mag before I sleep.... Ta!

爱不单行 ...



找不到人说 心里的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人
很多人都像我 一个人过生活
爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
用不完身边 泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人 为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁
爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信它

Friday, December 03, 2010

Nice dinner and plans for my upcoming birthday...

today, went to oriole cafe & bar for dinner with phy. nice food and coffee.. didnt eat much, just some side dishes.

Spicy calamari


Portobello mushroom salad.. NICE



thereafter, went shopping around in town.

Nice deco for X'mas...


I accompanied her to Sephora to buy some makeup stuff. As usual, I will be looking for some nice perfume.. Spotted these 2 new perfumes from Loewe.. The one for Men's smells quite similar to Issey Miyake but this is definitely a better choice. Kind of pricey.. Retail price is sgd 159 same for the Woman's. I still prefer Chloe EDP given the price range.

LOEWE AGUA ELLA EDT for Woman


LOEWE AGUA ELLA EDT for Men


I will be having a small celebration at Jamie's place at Holland V. as well as a pre-X'mas gift exchange... Nice!!! Will be sending out invites tomorrow.. kinda tired now.. geez... it's coming 2am.. got to hit the bed... Ta!
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