My path... A fairytale?

Don't feel good today... Earlier on, there's this client who called me while I was in toliet. I told her I was in toliet but she just went on and on. Can't believe why some people just do not get it..Haha.. Definitely not due to this.. I do not feel well these days. Almost k.o. in office last few days, luckily didn't..

Suddenly, the feeling of loneliness crept on me.. Feels as though, he is among the crowd I walked through.. Thoughts of him singing, providing me warmth everytime I'm cold.. Gifts of love in his drawer.. The carefree him which gives me the feeling of joy and assurance. Things will be ok.. Why till now, my tears flow as though I was watching a touching movie.. songs that will create images so clear in front of me, he's the singer and I'm the listener. It's has been more than a decade.. Yet the memories seemed so crystal clear.. Can my story just end off like a fairy tale for once? It always left unsaid, an ending 'to be continued'...

Will there be a chance to walk on the rainbow once again? Will I have the courage to do so? I do not know...

Its a small, small world after all....

Had a long day at work today... Left at coming 9pm.. Went dinner with one of my colleagues.. Had soup and chatted about work, relationships etc.. I just casually asked her on the most memorable relationship...

She shared with me hers and me in return... she suddenly asked me his name.. i told her and she said she knows him. i do not believe that the world can be so small.. she told me his birth date and I was really shocked.. Amazing! she started to tell me his stuff and what he loves to do etc.. seems like he did not change much.. she gave me a look that she is going to have something up her sleeves.. haha...

as you grew older, you will feel that friends around you are getting lesser or few to speak of. the people that you meet everyday, may just be acquaintances but once you can clique with, you will tend to cherish them more...

looking back at the past few months, i felt it was kinda a 'down' period for me.. be it work or whatever.. work has became better, I guess... thanks to all the people who have made my life a colourful one! catchup with my ex or current colleagues, classmates, old friend and XX. times maybe dull and boring but you have made my life a wonderful one! Appreciated alot...

Thanks to god for blessing me with all these friends to tide me over the period when I needed them most. Night...

loss... reunion, joy and eternity...

Last thurs, my uncle passed away at Indon, was kind of expected as he was diagnosed with terminal stage of cancer last oct. luckily, my cuz came back in time from aus. have been very busy these weeks due to lack of manpower (again).. really have no idea why it seems like a perpetual problem everywhere...

I have been feeling tired over the last few weeks... Really overworked... Supposedly, a 6 person-job became 3 1/2 person. Why 1/2 person? Simply, she's in her own world sometimes.. Not shes not gd, just not confident...

Met up with one of my previous bank's batchmate, Rina. She is getting married this year. Really spent a lot... her hubby is one of her primary school 'puppy love'... catchup a few years back and they are getting married! amazing!! feels so happy for them.. congrats gal!! my best wishes always..

shows one thing.. you maybe either searching high and low for the someone but in the end, he is just someone near you.. yet you maybe with someone for the longest time but you will not end up with him.. haha.. this is what i have learnt from her.. real life experience..

Feels good today.. went back CBP for training.. met my cute trainer.. he is still as charming.. :) at least something on a lighter note to start off my week..