felt energised and reborn.

just came back from my colleagues' gathering. when we met up, we felt so close knitted to one and other, though we are posted to different branches. im glad that we met up. it was a bbq organised at east coast which became a 'portable bbq' under one of the shelters at east coast. haha. so funny. after that we went for a pool session at marina square. relaxed. troubles-free. discussed on some issues and had some gd solutions.


The whole bbq gang!!


Here's our dearest BBQ star of the night!


the gers who attended our fun bbq!


here's a second shot!


the guys who came!


alvin, the satay man with a cigarette while bbqing... (goodness, is the ash going down on the food???)


here's a photo with toby(moniter@training) and alvin(best trainee, with cum ladae award)!!

will be waiting for the others to compile all the pics taken. thinking of whether to get a new digi cam or have my current one fixed. hmmm..

Drinking at Giraffe!

The night before when i was 'saved' and brighten my mood.


Tom and me @Giraffe


Regina's drinking at last!


Me @Giraffe

I was feeling kinda down after what happened yesterday. Howeve, I managed to solve it with my colleague's help. :) today went off earlier from class to go out with my cozmates. went for a drinking session at Giraffe(if you guys are wondering where is the location. it is the 'used to be B.Boss' near Plaza Sing.) and ktv session till we ko! haha. great night. left 3 hrs to sleep. got to ZzzzZ....

pissed!

what a day! busy and unproductive! basically, wasted my time for nothing.

'i know u will be able to bring me out from the gloomy day to see the sky full of stars. i missed that day. The day u told me u will wait till i come back, the day u told me u miss me, the day u said u love me, which is this night i know these are memories will bring me out to see the stars tonight....'

my PERFECT day~!

its my day!!! today is my top sales compared to the rest of the days! i know everyday is not going to be a sunny day, however, this is a day i will not forget and it is a day which i should remember as long as i am on this job. one of my clients even complimented me that i was so observant to notice that his passport cover has worn off. i gave him one within my means. he was so happy and shook my hand. he told me he will be back a few mths later to look for me. sounds nice. ;) i believe by using my own method of handling customers despite it is going to be a long term relationship building rather than a one time sales, my fruit of labour will not be far from now.

i would like to thank my bm and adeline(senior), whom have been very supportive and patient with me for my 'sotong-ness'. now, no more! i will be one bright gem!

Night scenery of sentosa

though, i didnt take any pics but it is really very nice and cooling. exploring sentosa in a different perspective. (bel, u should try also) chatting and nice companion. i know he doesnt want me to talk abt work, however i guess work has contributed to a major part of my life now. feels sorry for him, hearing my complaints everytime. haha.

do not know why, he gives me a feeling of care and concern.. perhaps that's how a good companion comes by. he is weird in a way. has lots of things in his mind, yet all keeps to himself. that is one thing we are different in. i am a person who will share my life with someone i feel comfortable with. in a way, frds who are close to me, can practically read me like a book. he has his own plans, i presume.

my client wanna ask me go over to work for him, haha. he is a nice guy. charming and great career etc. :) was so touched by his gesture, he sent me a msg, 'great wall of china is not built within a day, so is career. i believe u can sell. be confident. take care of yourself.' thanks. i appreciated it a lot.

feel like having a break. i do not want to go those 'shopping paradise' kinda of places. where should i go? hmmm....

Ice Cold Beer 130506

Angelin's Bd!


Nice cake!


Care to have a slice?


Sitting back and say CHEESE!


Merlyn's gonna get it from me! Round 1 - Use Beer Bottle


Round 2 - Use Shoe! (come on, its a new pair of shoes. duh!)


Nice pic!


A second shot!

'men just don't get it.'

janice, i appreciated that u convey the msg to me. i hear you. as i told you, it does not matter to me anymore. i look forward to the future and memories to remember. truth is not defined by only one party, there is no right or wrong in a relationship. we live for ourselves, not others. for friends who know me , they know what kinda of person i am. they are the ones who have gone through with me the happiest and worst times in my life. to sum it all, i thank god for the kind of life i am leading right now, i have my goals to work towards to, thanks for your concern.

went to one of my frd's birthday celebration last night, pretty nice one. seeing everyone just sitting on the couches and relaxing. chatting with one and another. was kinda tired last night. saw 'bro', he looked haggard and sick. don't know what's wrong with him. didn't ask. hope everything is okay for him. just felt the both of them are going round and round all this while. for years. my frd has told him what she needs from him. men are the same. when they do not have it, they will be saying do not know what women are thinking etc. when women tell them, they just felt they did not do anything wrong. see. an example of 'the men just don't get it'

im just a simple woman who feels that strolling down the streets of orchard road, with my man holding my hand is a blessing. that is the kind of happiness which i can be contented of. for some, they may expect their men to own cars etc. i feel taking public transport like bus, is a kind of blessing and of cos the quality time spent together.

met a client yesterday, whom enlightened me, he told me 'being a man can't only have love and no bread, eventually problems will surface one after another. once you have your bread, find a woman whom you can give happiness to.' of cos career is very important to men especially when they are young, for some, they feel that settling down and earning sufficiently for their family is good enough. everyone has their own expectations in life, if you want both, you have to work for it. women nowadays, would want to work for their own money rather than depend on men. ironically in the end, women are still women, they would want to have a family, cook for the husband and take care of the children. agree?

Nice wkend out on sentosa!

nice beach...


a peacock posing for me


do u feel like going to the beach soon??


nice sunset not to be missed


the musical fountain worth seeing once


me! enjoying the cooling breeze...


my companion for the day! ;) yeh!

seeing everyone's joy is mine as well.

i was feeling lost these days. in work and life. my mind is overflowing with all the information at work. this month is a short one and the target still remains. products and funds keep coming in (which is good in a way or rather stress for me when I have not even mastered the basic few).

'.. I know there is a mutual feeling between us. however, we felt the same way to stay the way things are right now. We did not talk about it but our eyes communicate. Nevertheless, best wishes to you in whatever you do and whoever comes in your life...'

browsed friendster. seeing all the happy pics that my friends posted, felt happy for them. there are different kind of happiness one can have such as; in love, from design, vacation, work, gathering and family ties. in a way, i should feel happy that i am healthy, with friends around me, supportive and helpful seniors @work, fun batchmates and more. happiness comes within yourself.

aside from all these, i thank all my frds who have been supportive all these while.


a snapshot of phyllis and me after training ;)

super tired..

i have been sleeping these days as if there is no day or night. haha. now i am suffering from a terrible headache. tommorrow, i have to go back to work again... -_-

some recent pics:


mr teh and me


mr jiang and me


miss woo and me