another wkend past at last..

had a tiring sat.. went back to work 'cause of some 'urgent' stuff. stuck on chair/bed cos of my menses cramps for the whole day. watched tv and ordered some stuff via gmarket, korea. fun.. i wonder what happened to XXX, mia for sometime already...

peaceful night...

i hope it will be a peaceful night... didnt slp well cos of the last night. went back to work till 2 plus 3.. totally drained..

oh my....

the sound of big wind and tree branches moving violently woke me up.... it was so scary as though 'typhoon' is coming in singapore... how i wish i can slp but its damn disrupting and scary looking out from my window...

thinking of chatting with someone online but the names on my msn seemed distant.. oh well, shall try to hit my bed....

Enriching session.. a cold mid autumn festival.

just came back from a catchup with one of my ex col. ck. there are alot of things we talked about. perhaps of his age, the things he said are true facts which i do not deny that indeed mature guys are different.

- being together, owning 100% of a man's heart and love you wholeheartedly is priceless
- communication is vital and impt
- both must make effort to keep the relationship alive, it must come from the heart which does not need to be told

do not rem others.. but was a long session.

he took care of me when i was in my previous organisation. he is serious during work and is a man of a few words. haha. thanks for his time.

mid autumn festival is coming again..feels down.. always go chinatwn / chinese garden to see lanterns and eat mooncakes etc. think won have a chance this year. its supposed to be a heartwarming festival, why do i feel so cold...

wow!!! another offer again!!

am glad! going to have another interview soon!! from another pte bank! i think im really fortunate to have known my cols, they are all recommending me to gd places!!! thanks gals. love u all!!

another offer!!

had a call from private bank for an interview, geez.... this is my second time gg for pte bank. hope i get it! since there is noone to share my happiness, shall leave it here.. hehe :)

Shi received her bd pressie!!!

glad that she loves it... :) HAPPY BD!!

the long lost blouse..

taken in 2006....

Happy Birthday Shi !!

Have known this best friend of mine for more than a decade. today is her BIG DAY!!! haha.. how fast time flies. remember those days we are still teenagers! geez...

Hope you like the flowers and gift i have sent over tmr. :D

pics from fareastflora.com

Ideal Partner?

had very early lunch and dinner today, resulting i ate abit of my mum's noodles earlier on. now im feeling super bloated. geez.. i can't sleep at all. i should have just drank my iced milo.. :( was browsing through my past blog posts, i realised that there is an interesting post which is worth reading.

in 2006, i posted this.

'I Kissed Dating and Goodbye by Joshua Harris

a great book not to be missed...(http://www.joshharris.com/)

He argues that dating;

1) leads to intimacy but not necessarily to commitment;
2) tends to skip the "friendship" stage of a relationship;
3) often mistakes a physical relationship for love;
4) often isolates a couple from other vital relationships;
5) in many cases, distracts young adults from their primary responsibility of preparing for the future;
6) can cause discontentment with God's gift of singleness; and
7) creates an artificial environment for evaluating another person's character.

The word 'love' should not be misused and exploited, love seeks first the good of others, must not be measured by feelings, and is capable of being controlled responsibly. Finding the right life partner is a matter of working to become the right life partner.

This book creates another perspective for one on how to look upon a relationship from friends to know each other better and moving on to another level of commitment to become a couple and getting married. I look forward to settle down soon but timing does play a part in knowing the person and see whether we are meant for each other. To be able share the same vision, mutual feelings and to give and take, should be the essence in commiting to a relationship. '

It is true indeed even after a few years later. I agree on the part 'Finding the right life partner is a matter of working to become the right life partner.' Times and times, between couple, they will have differences. In the end, they will feel the other is not the one for him/her. However, did it occur to them that actually being together and work towards being one's life partner is the key? There is never an ideal partner in this world, only by working together then its the way to being one's 'ideal' partner. It is applicable to married couples as well.

Interesting and true......

happiness..

had a busy day today... as usual. though, had some hipcups during the day, looking back.. realised that actually there are people around you who can make or end off your day a happy one... im sure this will be applicable to most. no matter how bad a day is, there will be someone who will come by, chat with you and end off with a laugh. this is what i deemed as a enjoyable working environment. a happiness, most will take for granted..

my heart and my mind battle whether which path should i take but if i do not do anything, i will be wasting another year, yet again. I have given myself one year since last year, its time and in fact, past. no doubt, i know my work well but not appreciated. i love working with some of my cols. im sure if we are close, we will still be in contact even im not here. i do look forward another chance to work with them again. this is the only regret i would have should i move on.

oh well, work is work.. i shall let nature takes it course. i will leave when its time. :)

shall hit the bed.. its late!!! geez.. nitez..

a boring sunday..yet again

woke up after had enough of my beauty sleep. msg bel to confirm our catchup but she is still sick. hence, i stayed home. Striked 2nd prize in 4d, wasn't a big win cos it was an ibet win. better than nothing.. haha. stayed at home and im 'paid' by sg pools!

was bored hence browsed FB earlier on, made 3 amazing discoveries.
1) my ex col knows my sec schoolmate
2) my sec schoolmate is my poly frd's gf's frd (abit distant but chanced on the pics..haha)
3) one of my sec schoolmates is pregnant and due for delivery

interesting..

do not know why.. these few days i am in thoughts about certain matters. i guess its human.. likes to ponder over matters and all the linkages that come along. haha.

i came across this when i was browsing FB, 'to fall in love is a chance, to stay in love is a choice. what about fall out of love? chance or choice?' hmm.. worth a 5 sec thought. :)

i can't wait to change my hp.. going to change to iphone 4.. sad that it is out of stock.. geez.. all my BB frds going to kill me! haha...

feels draggy for this coming wk.. needs to go over head office to cover.. gg to rest...nitez...

long lost friend

today my long lost friend, bel msg me via msn and chatted abit earlier at noon. kinda shocked as we have not been in contact for more 3 yrs. haha. glad she is attached. we will be meeting up tmr... thanks to my dear XXXX, who asked her to msg me. haha...

stayed hm today. slept enough and woke up, acc mum buy groceries and lunch. came home watch tv and surf internet.. its 15 aug.. a day which used to be significant... oh well, shall turn in soon.. kinda slpy... yawns..

to love someone...

was watching a tvb drama earlier on... one of the main leads mentioned 'if leaving the person alone and she is happy.. is a way to love the person...but leaving the person alone and she is unhappy, is not the way to love.'

another recent solvil titus ad, Time is Love. Its abt is there a validity period for love... very nice and touching ad indeed.





allowing the person to gain happiness is the way to love. how many can actually achieve this? the person you have been with for sometime, someone u love, comfortable with, suddenly disappeared from your life. the love you have for him/her is to leave him/her alone. it sounds sad but as long as you can see smiles on him/her, you will be happy.

my life has been like on roller coaster these months, be it on work or personal life. work has been pretty tough on me but managed to tide over. things just happened all at the same time. no matter how upset i may feel, i will still ensure i will go to work as i know i have my responsibility to fulfill. i guess that's the reason why my stomach flu seems to be recurring. i'm glad that i have cols that i can click with and will really miss them if i were to move on. i have gained from working here and of cos, lost as well. I have gained working experience; valuable and enriching. I have also 'gained' to have met him here and 'lost' him in the end.

looking back, i still rem we met up with my cols for ktv. first impression is not bad and we became good friends. as i was attached, nothing evolved between us. only sometime after my bf then decided to drop the baton and broke up with me, he had been by my side to acc me and really touched my heart as times goes by. he is always so obliging, loving and caring. he is somehow different from the guys that i have met. surprises that never failed to amaze me in a way or another.

i had a nice bf before him. he was flying and had his circle of friends, we became distant. he didn't bring me along when he goes for clubbing / ktv with his cols as he was afraid i will be bored, its fine. for him, we knew each other thru a mutual friend. he was going into another industry earlier on and gave him my tips etc soon, we were together. thou, he is 3 years older than me, he does not fail to cheer me up in his own way. even till now. i'm sorry if i appear to be irritating to you at times. hehe. no doubt, its just a few years ago, im impressed on the things he still rem. appreciated. sometimes i really have no idea whether is he joking or serious, i feel he is still the same. he is a sincere, gentleman and polite guy.

I thank god for me to meet these 2 guys in my life that added colours to my life these years...

am i disturbing?

just happened to see u online... and drop a msg. shortly u went offline... is it pure coincidence or am i disturbing u? felt kinda paranoid...hmmm......

hoping for a getaway soon...

have not gone for a trip since last nov. hope to get out of country for a breather soon...

thank you, xiaoshin...

have not been laughing these days. only laughed lots a few days ago. thanks to xiaoshin.. didnt know hw long it was the last time i met xiaoshin. thanks xiaoshin for putting smiles on my face... :)