the endless tots in my mind

Monday, February 26, 2007

feeling terrible...

was caught in the rain earlier on. now feeling feverish and bloated. my stomach is feeling hot as if it is going to explode anytime. having headache now.. donno what's wrong with my body.. think its the time of the month again.. :(

Saturday, February 24, 2007

terrible blog service

i have been trying to upload my pics and blog these days. server is always down despite of whatever browser i use. irritating. give up!! i will find another place to blog.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

a Happy Happy Day!!

this Valentine's is the happiest i have ever had. its a simple but a romantic one. ya, definitely made the right choice. hehe. he gave me a feeling that he is a guy who will try his best in whatever he does. i won say we know each other very well but we will try to understand each other and build our relationship as time goes by. though, there are times when we are not in our best of mood but i believe we will try to work things out. :)

what about you guys? anyway, most of the valentine's, i will either be with my frds or not stay home. haha.

got to ZzzzZ.. aim to wake up early! hehe.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

dying from cny clearing

hey my dear frds, think im dying from terrible flu due to the dust when clearing up. i have thrown approx. 8 bags full of stuff and a few more i guess. im glad most of the things are cleared thus i won't need to move so many things for my cleanup. :) my nose is very sensitive towards dust so every cleanup i will have terrible flu which i hated most cos it's hindering my cleanup!! imagine im sneezing together with my runny nose while doing my cleanup.

hopefully latest by the day after tmr, im done with my cleanup. just hope i will get a job soon so i will be able to get my bed, cupboard, aircon and tv rack. mum was saying a few more years and im out of the house, told me not to get a queen sized bed. what she meant was, in a few more years' time, im gonna be married. suddenly i realised that im turning 26 this year. getting old.. no wonder i have received quite a no. of wedding 'bombs' for next mth.

i didnt get to travel last year. just hope i will be able to for this year. i hope to go taipei, shanghai and prob. europe in the near future. a goal to work towards to. :) gonna rest.. its coming to 4 am! gosh.. hehe.. today is valentine's day...

happy valentine's everyone!

Monday, February 12, 2007

another day has past...

hey guys, if you are craving for desserts and minus off those calories and fats, get grapes/strawberries and have them half frozen. It is very nice and cooling especially for our weather.

was craving for some top shell, was on promo at ntuc. decided to buy hm for cny. bought onions, chilli padi and lime to prepare my fave top shell. mixed it with my hand and now i felt like its on fire due to the chilli padi. cny is just round the corner. all those titbits and my fave pineapple tarts, oh my, cant imagine im eating those and staying hm... wahahahha.

gg to clear my rm...! gabbatte!!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

are all guys jerks?

yes and no. yes is for the majority. no is for the endangered ones left on earth. hmm... to a certain extent, i believe all guys are of gd nature, perhaps due to reasons or causes, resulted them to change. however, there are guys who do admit they are jerks. anyway, whoever want to know or to be with someone, definitely started off with a motive.

besides hearing from my friends, there are so many stories... different versions. they will be gossiping about their exs, bfs or suitors. anyway, it all started with a motive or excuse. during courtship, it's always the sweetest period of relationship. surprises, admiration and everything is a breeze. maintaining a relationship is an art. there's no right or wrong in doing anything as everyone is different. noone is to be blamed for the breakdown in relationship. reflect and think over the incidents that have happened. however, i do feel that may it be your past love or present love, there are memories which you still hold on to. past love, things may not have ended up nicely however, slowly let go of your anger and grudges and focus on your present, else you will never move on. not for remembering your past but it would be unfair to your present in terms of the things which happen to cause a stereotyped thinking.

l.o.v.e, being a four letter word, so easy to be said but hard to maintain. it takes both to nuture the love which is shared. as one always say, never love is a one sided else it wouldnt be love. lastly, i conclude that guys maybe jerks but i believe they are still of gd nature till a gal who will make them trust love once again to continue the route of maintaining a relationship.

Friday, February 09, 2007

missing dd already...

dd gonna reach in another 4 hrs...dd, do u know i am thinking of you now? hmmph.. :( cant even slp.. wonder hw is he... hope he is able to call me tmr..

Thursday, February 08, 2007

a beautiful day...

looking in the sky, beautiful clouds that look like marshmallows.. nice breeze.. today is dd's big day. :) all the best dd!






my new hairstyle!

Sunday, February 04, 2007

bad hairday!!

had a haircut at my hse nearby.. it was way too short... SAD... shoulder length. HMMPH... dd also say not nice.. :( there goes my long hair.. nvm...just hope my hair will grow longer asap. keke.

didnt receive any news from my last interview.. oh well, now busy sending as many resumes as i can to those jobs im interested in. with this kind of hairstyle, i don even think i can charm the interviewer man! opps... anyway, a new hairstyle for the cny, hope this will be a better year for me.

suddenly, think of dd.. so happy for him.. embarking on his new job soon! hope everything will be peaceful and smooth for him for this new year. :) hmm.. oh yah, hope our love can be 'happily ever after'. i really appreciate him as he will make sure that we will have things to talk about, like trying to 'gek' me at times, can really make me laugh.. hehe. i will try to talk more. sometimes im pondering over things u said which really make me wonder whether do u really mean what u say. sorry.. i know we have our differences. compromise, understanding and communication are the essences. i will do my best. i believe u will too. hope everything will be move on for the better for us.

gt to ZzzzZ already. hope my appeal will be successful...

Friday, February 02, 2007

'Live' Drama...

hi guys, sorry its a screen shot. as usual blogspot hang, i wrote alot hence, at least as image i do not have to type again.. :)