Met a decade later...

Nice meeting after such a long time... glad you are doing fine back at wuxi... Hope you can take more care on your health pls so I can cya soon! :)

創造自己的價值....我也要幸福。。

‘不要悲傷太久，差不多就好溜～看著我的眼睛，有沒有發現我在看著你？ 走！一起努力去創造自己的價值，生活上的各種學習，所帶來的新鮮感都會是我們快樂的來源’- https://www.vogue.com.tw/mobile/live/content-48164.html #我玩故我在 #快樂是女人最好的保養品 #

爱情应该是让你觉得幸福与快乐。的确。没想到也能让你悲伤那么久。已经一个月了。我也累了。泪也干了。 眼也好痛。心以后也不敢、不知道该怎么让别人看到。我怕了。不想再那么伤心。。

谢谢你给我七年的幸福与安心。。让我知道原来爱情是不容易的。。

Trip to Batam.... thoughts of you came back...

I do not know but when someone asked when was the last time we came.... thoughts of the day we went to Indon and we stood at the balcony looking at how big the houses are.... yes it has been a long time since we came...

Then came songs you recorded and sent to me when we were chatting over messager... 

Memories flowed in my mind with tears down...

My heart feels painful... the day we first met.. the night we sang till late night at cafe...

The time we went Genting, bumpy bus trip and u held my hand to assure it is fine...

So cold out and u hugged me in ur arms... really hope to go back to that time....

After watching 三生三世，十里桃花，i felt it reflected our relationship..

When I asked you, ‘what if u leave me again 6 mths later?’

You replied, ‘i will look for you again.’ 

I replied ‘how many 6 years I have left’ 

You said ‘I will be back’

(Just what the male lead told the female lead)

I think I’m the only one thinking back at the times we had... you have a successful career... bright future... capable gf assisting you.. when I know nothing about what u are doing...

The times we had were really unforgettable.. I cannot mention to anyone, just my own blog with no one reading... Only to keep all in my heart...

Do I have a spot in your heart? 

A person who called you that her bf walked out on her at traffic light and you just left ur friends at Ktv and came to find me with only sgd 10 left... accompanied me the night... a person who took the wrong direction bus to jurong and called you... again u came to save me... u are the only one I think of when I encountered difficulties in my life... and u will always appear... 

Whenever I dreamt about you, it seemed so real that we are back together... I hope I do not wake up but reality is painful... 

(Same as the drama when the male lead passed away and female lead kept dreaming of him)

Do you know you are the only one who can make my tears flow whenever I think of u?

Despite it has been so long ago, i have not forgotten the times we met and spent together.... 

I’m sure u can find me but you didn’t...

I guess it’s only me... 

Destin

He's Someone that can make me cry even years later...
thinking of him makes my heart hurts..
Our fate does not seemed to end..
Meeting him the first time seems so different from others...
I still remembered it felt a flow of electric went through my body..
Perhaps he's from my past life and we are fated to meet this life.. not once but thrice..
I believe this is what they call destiny...

heavy heart.... How many 6 months and 6 years more?

Tonight Im lying on bed with a heavy heart... has been years... since I last saw you.. thanks for coming into my life.. the memorable times.. I'm glad you have someone by your side assisting in your business. Nah.. I doubt you remembered this blog..

I met u when I was 16? We were together probably 18-19? Yes it was love at first sight for us.. i have never forgotten the night your tears ran down your face, I should be the only girl that caused you so... not sure for these years but I know you are a strong man.. you will not do so ever.. if any, you must have loved her a lot. Despite we love each other so much, why? We just can't pass 6 months?

6 years later, we were in contact again.. we should be around 25-26. I thought we will only be back as friends.. in the end, we got back together again.. I asked you what if you leave me again. You told me you will come back again... I do not have so many 6 years... I trusted you we will be fine this time.. we left each other 6 months yet again...

Another 6 years later, we were 32-33.. we met each other at the bank.. there are so many restaurants and banks, yet we still meet each other face to face.. sorry I didn't acknowledge you.. I guess you are doing well and I do not want others to pull strings due to that...never see you nor hear from you... I guess that's the end of our fate...

We were not together for long but memories kill all these years... the time we were on the way up Genting in the coach, you held my hand when u know I'm scared... the time we met each other at mdis' lift.. the time your tears rolled down your face... the time when u were late (when you were never late meeting me) to meet me at Far East food court while I'm having fish soup, you placed a ring on my finger.... I have never forgotten... yes I do tear when I think of you..

Do I regret meeting you? Nope..

I will just bury these memories deep down in my heart..

Jacky's songs night

'离开我以后我会长留这地　晨早到午夜扑进漆黑想念你
离开我以后醉了会看到你　梦中方可永久地　接近你
伴着但我在预期你会说舍弃　问事实怎躲避在倒数将要每日想你
若这刻　若最后无力留下你　将消失勇气释放自己
就算某天我吻别人亦当亲你'

'最深愛的亦只是你
# 我與你永不可別離 愛你愛到死
因只得你方可使我流露自已
你眼裹那種種傅奇 醉我醉到死 一生使我動情
是你'

Is it you?

Saw someone looked like you while going for my dinner.... Nah doubt so... How can you be in exercise attire near my vicinity? Haha....